Antony and Cleopatra

Act 3, Scene 4

Enter ANTONY and OCTAVIA

ANTONY and OCTAVIA enter.

ANTONY

Nay, nay, Octavia, not only that—

That were excusable, that and thousands more

Of semblable import—but he hath waged

New wars ’gainst Pompey; made his will, and read it

To public ear;

Spoke scantly of me; when perforce he could not

But pay me terms of honor, cold and sickly

He vented them, most narrow measure lent me.

When the best hint was given him, he not took ’t,

Or did it from his teeth.

ANTONY

No, no, Octavia, it’s not only that. That would be excusable—that and a thousand other offenses like it. But Caesar has gone and waged a new war against Pompey. He made his will and read it in a public assembly. He hardly refers to me at all, though official decisions are supposed to be made jointly. When he can’t avoid mentioning my services to the state, he minimizes them as much as possible. When situations arise when it would be natural to emphasize my due credit, he either ignores them or only pays me lip service.

OCTAVIA

O my good lord,

Believe not all, or, if you must believe,

Stomach not all. A more unhappy lady,

If this division chance, ne’er stood between,

Praying for both parts.

The good gods will mock me presently,

When I shall pray “O bless my lord and husband!”

Undo that prayer by crying out as loud

“O bless my brother!” Husband win, win brother

Prays and destroys the prayer; no midway

’Twixt these extremes at all.

OCTAVIA

Oh, dear husband, don’t believe everything you hear—or if you must believe it, don’t let it all make you angry. No lady could be more miserable than I if you two disagree. I’ll be left in the middle, praying for both sides. The good gods will laugh at me when on the one hand I pray for my husband and on the other for my brother. “Let my husband win!” “Let my brother win!” One prayer cancels out the other. There’s no middle ground between these two extremes.

ANTONY

Gentle Octavia,

Let your best love draw to that point which seeks

Best to preserve it. If I lose mine honor,

I lose myself; better I were not yours

Than yours so branchless. But, as you requested,

Yourself shall go between ’s. The meantime, lady,

I’ll raise the preparation of a war

Shall stain your brother. Make your soonest haste;

So your desires are yours.

ANTONY

Gentle Octavia, support the one that supports you. If I’m defeated, I lose my reputation. If I lose my reputation, I lose myself. It would be better for you to have no husband than a husband who lacks honor. However, as you requested, you may go and try to negotiate with your brother. In the meantime, I’ll raise an army that will surpass his. Go as soon as possible, so your prayers may be answered the sooner.

OCTAVIA

Thanks to my lord.

The Jove of power make me most weak, most weak,

Your reconciler! Wars ’twixt you twain would be

As if the world should cleave, and that slain men

Should solder up the rift.

OCTAVIA

Thank you, my lord. May the god of power make me, the weakest of the weak, your mediator. A war between you two would split the very world, and the bodies of your slaughtered soldiers would have to fill the chasm between.

ANTONY

When it appears to you where this begins,

Turn your displeasure that way, for our faults

Can never be so equal that your love

Can equally move with them. Provide your going;

Choose your own company and command what cost

Your heart has mind to.

ANTONY

When you find out who started this disagreement, turn your anger upon them. Our faults can’t be so alike that you would judge us similarly. Order supplies for your trip and choose your traveling companions. Spend as much as you like.

Exeunt

They exit.